karma's a bitch if you are

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

She’ll wear that fake smile and show everyone she’s okay, but inside she’s crying, dying of the pain. she's strong, because she knows what it's like to be weak. she keeps a guard, because she knows what it's like to cry her self to sleep.

p/s: nothing left but the memory of you and me, now that you are gone, and i'm so glad that what we had has come and gone. i'm better off without you.

the haha

"nothing is PERMANENT, especially PEOPLE. don't have your HOPES high, FRIENDS becomes STRANGERS, LOVERS becomes FRIENDS, and PEOPLE LEAVE."

LUMRAH KEHIDUPAN:

1)This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.No hope, no love, no glory,no happy ending.This is the way that we love, Like it's forever.Then live the rest of our life,but not together.

2)Don't want to think about it, don't want to talk about it, I'm just so sick about it can't believe it's ending this way, just so confused about it, feeling the blues about it, I just can't do without you.Tell me is this fair?

3)I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over, If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further, Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere? Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place.

p/s: baru lepas deactivate fb. :)

long distance by bruno mars

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

letting go

smile and let go of the past, finally i have the courage to do it. i'm so over it and i'm moving forward. now there is really no turning back, just keep on chasing my dreams. there is a reason why they are not in my present and future. yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today is a gift, that is why it is called present. :)

p/s: today you inspired me. :)

BOY BESTFRIEND

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

p/s: copy from tumblr. :)

just so you know.

i think i like you tonight. but i tahu ni semua mustahil kan. so lets just keep it inside. sebab i takut, takut akan hilang semua. i have this kind of serious illness or disease that everything i touch, everyone that i love and whatever i do i tend to hurt someone else and at the end i will lose everything. when this happen im the one who will be disappointed the most and the one with the broken heart. so pasal you, i dah decide to not let anyone tahu who you are. but lets see how far we go. :)